Hi! Well its been a while since I posted! Sorry, things have been so busy! First and update on me! Ive have a bunch ask how I'm doing! Thanks for that by the way! I'm doing really well, have been for a few days now. I'm really glad I didn't go get meds, Ive been really successful doing this on my own! If I feel the craziness starting I just try and refocus my thoughts and try to do something different and its been working. I luckily haven't felt crazy for a couple of days! Yay! I think I'm going to delete that blog I started, I don't even have time for this one, much less another! So ill just update me on here! Sorry for those who don't care! So yes, thank you all for your support and concern. My dad and Terri have called me almost every day checking on me. I have had lots of help from my mom and sister and mother in law. So thank you so much!! And most of all from my wonderful husband, I really would not have made it without him! Now enough about me!
These pictures are a bit old, but I never got around to posting them so here they are! Bluebonnets are my favorite, and we had a really hard time doing pictures on our own. So these are the best of the bunch!
Coen has started this funny face thing. Every picture I take of him, he has to make a different face! Hes so funny!
The kids! Lyla is getting so big! She has been talking and smiling so much for a couple of weeks now. I have yet to get a smiling picture though. She is so much fun! We just love her!
My mom and Beth came over one day to spend the day with us when I was "crazy". So Beth had fun with Emma playing! Pretty funny pictures!
Here is Coco and Lyla!! She was so afraid to hold her forever and here they are!! Love you Cortney!!
Coen and I looking orangutan's!
Feeding the fish!
Brennan!
Looking at the giraffes, those are my favorite!!
"Emma's Elephants"!
Big ol rhino!
Lions!
Feeding the birds! Apparently while Melissa and I were feeding the babies the rest of them were in the "bird" area. Well I guess a BIG ol eagle flew down and landed right next to Coen. Doug said it scared him to death! He said it was his favorite part of the whole day! 
The four older kids! We sure missed Connor!
Flamingo's, and boy did they smell bad!!
Brennan came with Papa to visit for a week or so and the kids are really enjoying it! They had a lot of fun last night together!!
Daddy and Lyla!
The symphony!
Stay tuned I am so far behind, I have a million pictures to post!! 
This is the most recent picture of Doug, I know not the best, but still cute!!
Coen has started this funny face thing. Every picture I take of him, he has to make a different face! Hes so funny!
The kids! Lyla is getting so big! She has been talking and smiling so much for a couple of weeks now. I have yet to get a smiling picture though. She is so much fun! We just love her!
On another note: I need some help/advice. I'm suffering from post-partum depression and anxiety. I hate to even admit that, but I am, and its been exceptionally bad this past week. I was going to get some meds from my doc, but am really not wanting to go that route. So I'm asking all of you out there if you have suffered or know someone who has, if there is another way to treat it or suppress it, rather than meds. I'm really extremely grateful to my husband for all of his support, he has been amazing through all of this. I hope I never complain about him again, cause he is truly amazing. Its been a really hard week and I'm so grateful for him. Also grateful for my wonderful in laws, they have been such a great help these last few days also. I/we couldn't have made it without their help! Anyway, please send me some advise, I beg of you!!!